Mood thread

hey gulsah! hope it'll be better soon. they such, these anxiety attacks.

i'm a bit worried. have to have a CT scan next week, of my throat. i have been hoarse for quite a while. please all, keep your fingers crossed for me. :/

I will be praying for you dearest Irene! for all to be very very well!     

Let us know about it Irene but you will be fine :*

thanks girls! hope it will...

Gülsah and Gaga: sorry to hear girls. It must be so frightening and exhausting to have these anxiety attacks and nightmares. If you need a word you can always always sms and/or phone me in the night hours. Often enough i am awake at night, so no problem at all to be there for you then :-)

Irene: Hey what's this? When will you get the results of the scan? I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, hugs

thanks, carla. i'll probably know a couple of days later.have to admit i'm a bit scared. :/

carla, thank you so much for your sweet message/offer. you are a cutie. and a good friend.


which day you will have your scan?

wednessday, gulsah.
you still feeling the same? any better yet? or doesn't it go that fast?
hope it'll passsoon. *hugs*

The attack is over now. Thanx god!

And good luck for Wednesday, will you be able to receive the results immediately? Or will you have to wait for a couple of days?

ah, that's good to hear!

have to wait a couple of days.

Irene, we love you real much. and our love is gonna make it all better!   


I really, really pray that it will go well and that you are okay!

Hug to you all, dears! Gulsah and Gaga, what I know about people with anxiety attacks is that they are capable of huge intense feelings, is hard to control them in a once but is good to reward yourself with intense positive experiences( this do not have to be a mega-huge thing, sometimes staying in a hug of someone dear is better).
Irene, I will pray too for good news you will bring us in a few days!

Back to real life here!!The holiday to the seaside was so nice, especially the day we were all together when we met Andrada!

yay! happy family     

I can see that the trip was totally worth it thank you for the photo, Clau!

thanks girls! :*

and claudia: great picture! so how did it all go with andrada? did she "behave"? seriously, did she have a good time, and did everything work out well?

Irene, sicerely I don,t know how Andrada was but as she told us it was a great experience without "monsters" I had into my mind, in fact I think that is the point for me: to accept her life is on herown now and to be glad of every moment we share! This is the step on which every parent goes on earlier or later, no? I am thankfull all went well and we had a fine and little time together! Thanks for your support, it means alot to me- to share with someone out of the family and friends!

Today: an ordinary day, nothing special to do, just cooking, walking with Vlad and some little preparation for a wedding we shall go on saturday! I shall be glad to see a lot of family members I don,t know very well, I know it is strange I didn,t meet them since a lot of time-they live in a far part of Romania! But I remember I always had a secure feeling being there, a into family feeling!

yes, it's the way things go. little kids grow up and you have to let them go litlle by little, to lead their own lives.
good to hear all went well, claudia.

hope you'll have a great ime meeting your family next saturday.

didn't get much wiser from today's visit to that doctor. more tests to follow... :/

it sucks huh? telling yourself not to worry about things you don't know yet does not help much, does it? Few more days untill it's wednesday, thinking of you Irene, hugs

thanls carla! it sucks dig time!
i'm very happy with all you guys supporting me and thinking of me. all these positive vibes mean a lot to me.

How did things go Irene? Any information? Hopefully just positive news, i try to think so very hard!

until she comes to post something, gotta say she is okay!

Goooooooooooooood!

good to hear, thanks Indii

Sorry to be away, friends. If anyone wants to talk or needs med advice let me know. I work with great docs, lots of them work abroad in respected universities. I can call you guys, if anyones want to talk.

wow! forgot to share the good news here! *blush*, thanks indii for doing so. :*

ok, so i had this CT-scan, and the result didn't look exactly as she(the doc) had hoped. so she decided to take a biopsy. had to go to my doc to have my blood tested, and for a cardiogram, then i had to go to the hospital on tuesday morning, had another test, and then: total anesthesia (?) and a sample was taken from the lump on my vocal chords.
before i was properly awake, she already came to tell me it looked good. but i had to wait 2 more days to get the official results.
so on thursday i went to her, and was told that it was a mere cyst after all.

do i have to tell you these were the worst weeks i've had in my life? couldn't function anymore, so scared i've been...